I don't write to my parents but sometimes I send pictures.

Still in love with Tesla

I did send an instant message, tho:

so cute! Sorry for the short email today. Had to do quite a bit of recording for a musical item that we are doing for the Christmas party My bro dyreng was young! I've been sustained by prayers this past week. It's been a little rough. As I've felt down, I could feel them. Mom. I'm in an area known to cripple missionaries. I can't let that happen. O that I were an angel.... my vision of what I must accomplish, my purpose, who I am to be, MUST stand clear as a beacon, penetrating the smog of doubt, fear, and rejection. I'm going to miss Ben. I wish I could hang out with him. Let him rub off more on me. Hey, Marvin as well. Sorry to hear about all the deaths. Tell Dad I love him. I'm ever so grateful for him. I love this gospel, mom. I feel as one of the prophets in the BoM (can't remember who it was right now lol). My eyes water my pillow at night because the people's hearts are so hardened. Sent from Messenger Chat Conversation End

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Our friend, Neville

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o cute! Sorry for the short email today. Had to do quite a bit of recording for a musical item that we are doing for the Christmas party My bro dyreng was young! I've been sustained by prayers this past week. It's been a little rough. As I've felt down, I could feel them. Mom. I'm in an area known to cripple missionaries. I can't let that happen. O that I were an angel.... my vision of what I must accomplish, my purpose, who I am to be, MUST stand clear as a beacon, penetrating the smog of doubt, fear, and rejection. I'm going to miss Ben. I wish I could hang out with him. Let him rub off more on me. Hey, Marvin as well. Sorry to hear about all the deaths. Tell Dad I love him. I'm ever so grateful for him. I love this gospel, mom. I feel as one of the prophets in the BoM (can't remember who it was right now lol). My eyes water my pillow at night because the people's hearts are so hardened. Sent from Messenger Chat Conversation End

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You can tell I live in the poshest area in the mission. Lol. Wharfe Valley is legit. Too bad we haven't been able to find the people who own the cars and ask for a ride... Hahaha. What's great is that the member missionary work is fantastic! The members in Wharfe Valley have strong testimonies and aren't afraid to share what the gospel has done for them!

Life is great. You probably saw on Facebook, Ella got baptized!! Mission life is always exciting, yet the same. We listened to a live broadcast to the Europe area from Elder Ballard last night. Man, it was awesome. He talked about member missionary work. How it really is as simple as sharing what the gospel has done for you. Which is a lot :P but! It makes a seemingly insurmountable task incredibly simple :)

I love you guys. I want you to know that I love you. 

Oh man. The temple is so cool. I found some pictures of when I was going to the temple a lot before I left, and I look so happy! Haha. But really,

the temple is the happiest place on earth.

Don't know if you guys heard, but now we can go to the temple if we have a recent convert and it's their first time. For either baptisms or endowments!

I heard that Reid Wuthrich passed away... Oh man. He's a good man.

Yeah, they usually have the mission home firesides at President Turvey's house, which is in Leeds right now. So I haven't been able to go to one.

Technically speaking, transfers are in 2 weeks, but I am being transferred early to go up to

                                       Wharfe Valley.

It's in Leeds. I can't find it on a map, but I know it's close to Bradford, Keighley, and Leeds. Elder Tsosie will be my companion! It's going to be great. I've served around him before, and he makes some great fry bread! 

As a missionary, you find and teach all sorts of people with all different beliefs. Right now we're teaching a bloke who is absolutely convinced that the earth is flat, after watching over 10 hours of YouTube videos on the subject. He is also hesitant to come to church because he found stuff that says that Mormons are Free Masons. Gah. Did you ever deal with that on your mission, Dad? Regardless, I love it here in Sheffield. It's like my second home. I know just about everyone we pass on the streets now. It's going to be like leaving home all over again.

I love The Book of Mormon. It is so powerful! I need to read it everyday for it to be a great day! 

The mission is amazing. I love you,

Elder Beadle

Elder Beadle

The Work is Hastening!

Here is Wade's last letter: 

Hiya! All is well in the hastening of the work. I am still alive. And glad to see you guys are well. :) sorry, not much time. But guys, this gospel is alive! Love you much. 

and a picture: 

England Leeds Mission 2017

another picture

Baptizing Muhammed

Sunset in England

Church out in Woodhouse... not one of ours, but still really cool.

Baptizing Muhammed

The fog this morning!

City Center. Hoping it wouldn't be bombed. :(

Brother McEwen, our ward mission leader, after he made us a pretty lit barbecue.

Haha don't worry if you forget to email me. I'm honestly fine haha(yes, I forgot to email him on Sunday, but usually he doesn't email me til later on Monday anyway, but I woke up to a letter this week... and I was able to write him back while he was still online). 

Church

Pray

Read

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CPR, to revive any of the spiritually dying. 

I did meet Ace(Our neighbor's cat)! Are he and Abby friends now(uh... no. Abby is an indoor cat)?? Yeah karlee is perfect for that(taking care of cats for people)!

Hmm. Homecoming Series... is it pretty good?? How do you mean it's like the book of mormon(It's just a story very similar to the story in The Book of Mormon. OSC is a master storyteller, so it's awesome to read, but a little... earthy)?

We had a bunch of investigators drop us, but we're doing fine. We baptized Muhammed, peace be upon him ;) 

“Faith in Christ is inextricably tied to and results in hope in Christ for our redemption and exaltation. And assurance and hope make it possible for us to walk to the edge of the light and take a few steps into the darkness—expecting and trusting the light to move and illuminate the way." 

I'm getting better at basketball. Actually pretty decent. Helps that Elder Boswell is a master and is teaching me(Who are you and what have you done with my genes?). 

I love you so much, Mom. I can hardly express it(I love you too, baby!). 

Small and Simple Things

a quote from conference:

"I have observed that those who are deliberate about doing the “small and simple things”—obeying in seemingly little ways—are blessed with faith and strength that go far beyond the actual acts of obedience themselves and, in fact, may seem totally unrelated to them. It may seem hard to draw a connection between the basic daily acts of obedience and solutions to the big, complicated problems we face. But they are related. In my experience, getting the little daily habits of faith right is the single best way to fortify ourselves against the troubles of life, whatever they may be. Small acts of faith, even when they seem insignificant or entirely disconnected from the specific problems that vex us, bless us in all we do."

 The Lord is incredible. It's remarkably simple. Just follow the Savior, do what He's asked you to do. The guidance you receive from personal prayers are you personal commandments. If you don't follow the answers you receive, you close yourself not only to future guidance, but you close the windows of heaven, bit by bit.

 The work is great. We struggle to get people to church right now. Other than that, we should be baptising a Kurdish bloke named Muhammed this Saturday,  and then another Kurdish bloke named Dilshad the week after! But we have 12 new investigators or summit like that!

Esmaiel, baptized a couple monf ago. Wearing my badge and bag

getting a haircut? finally. JK. I think this is his second haircut.

I love this work. It is so much fun! I'm learning so much from elder Fife. He's such a good bloke! I love this gospel, I love missionary work. The Savior is able to empty our lives of all our misdeeds, and so He is able to FILL it with the things of a better world, the actions, the desires. All this can be ours, if we but choose to follow the Savior. To quote Shia LaBeouf, "Just do it!"

"Ever hear of Spencer W. Kimball?" I asked him. :)

Elder Beadle

Muskaaaaan!

Sheffield

Sheffield Chapel

Esmaiel getting Baptized.

Esmaiel is hilarious. His baptism was a surprise for all of us. He was planned for next week? I think? And we asked him, "your get baptized next week?" "No." "No? Why not?" "I get baptized tomorrow." "Oh. Well. Sweet." So we threw some stuff together, mostly piggybacked on the Slovak's baptism that they already had going, and got the lad baptized. He's cool. We baptized his friend Tekosh last week, and we're going to teach 3 of his friends who want to be Christian too. 

Me, Elder Maniligod, Sister Pinther, Elder Bailey, Elder Chand, from the original group in the MTC. Saw them at a joint zone conference.

The number on the pole is 3221, my cub scout troop number.

Lyndee is so cute haha.(I sent pictures and told this story: in her prayers she asked for Wade's companions to stop flirting with the sisters.) Most of the tots in the flat are the same. Somehow the Lord still works through them.

That's good to hear about your leg. You think we'll be able to go sky diving when I get back? :D haha! very funny. 

Holy cow. That's awesome(I'm going to WSU this Fall). I dunno what school I want to go to when I get back.

Send some recordings of her playing?(Megan is preparing for piano federation and sounding really good) Is the piano used? Haha

Gaining some weight. Mostly because I haven't been working out as hard as I can in the mornings. Plus, it doesn't exactly help nobody else wants to run or anything. 

We eat Kebabs. Not pronounced kebob though. It's kebab haha. Basically it's all the refuse meat all ground up and cooked on a stick, and they slice off bits of it and put it with some chips - fries- and some sauces if you want. Soooooooooooo good! I might have to start one up down by a university when I get back or something. I'll make bank haha.

I might buy some English clothes some time. Probably later though. Suits are super cheap and nice. English jackets. They have a company called super dry. It's cheaper over here.

Love you guys. The work is fun if you make it. 

Read Your Scriptures!

I think I'll be here a little longer. It takes 2 weeks to get a snail mail letter to here. My address here is 77 donnington road s22rf United Kingdom. I haven't sent my letter yet, but when I do, it'll take about two weeks to get there. I'm trying to send a bunch in the same envelope, so I'm still writing to some people.

how is your leg? (My leg is much better, thank you. As Reid Wuthrich said, it's good to see me hobbling without crutches or a cane).

One thing about adversity that I've been reminded of almost constantly is to accept things as they are (not necessarily as I perceive them to be, of course), because everything is part of the plan. When I feel as if something goes "wrong", I am prideful in that moment, thinking that I know how to bring about Godly purposes better than God does. I live in the logic of should. Saying "life, in fact, should be the way I consider, think, expect, and want it to be; not, in fact, the way it occurs. And whenever it occurs in a way that differs from the way I think it should, or expect it should or want it to be, God is wrong and I'm right, and I'm personally offended. Not to be resigned to keeping things as they are, of course." (did you catch that?) 

I love JD. Miss that bloke.basically, most of my letter is just a copy of his letter to JD. We know who he loves :)  Miss all of you. It's not a debilitating feeling though. 

send me pictures!!! I looooovee pictures!! 

Lulu: hey cuteness, how are you? I hope school is so much fun! I miss you! How is church? Who is your favorite scripture hero? Are you staying happy? I love you! Be sure to take pictures to send to me! Are you in dance and gymnastics? 

Lando-pants: beanie beanie, how is tae kwon do? Are you reading scriptures? Who is your favorite scripture hero? Mine is Ammon because he made sure that the King knew that he cared about him before he taught him. That, good sir, is one of the most poignant things we can learn in this life! Nobody will care about how much you know (you can know everything in the world and beyond) until they know how much you care! Love you, buddy!

K: yo dawg, how are you? Are you still doing gymnastics? Dance? How are those things going? Are you remembering to read your scriptures? They are the most important things we will ever read, especially the book of Mormon!

Megira: hey beanie, how is my bedroom? How is school? Glad to hear that you're feeling better. apparenty you threw up? dang. the worst is when you bleep buh bleep buh bleepity bleep(I didn't think you needed to see that)... hahahahahaha. I miss you. hey, make sure to read scriptures. I'm only coming to realize just how important they are. I wish I would have spent more time reading scriptures than playing dark souls. still play dark souls, but not as much ;) I love you, dear sister. send me pictures of your adventures!

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This is Shannon. Remember, we talked to her on the bus, but had to get off and weren't able to progress the conversation far enough to leave her with a book of Mormon, so we left her with a card that had the mormon.org website on it. She referred herself an hour later, got our number from the website people and texted us, wanting to meet. She researched everything. Whenever we went to teach her, she had literally studied the topic the hour before, not even knowing what we had prepared. Crazy stuff. The field is white and already to harvest.

this is an excerpt from an old newspaper some potential investigators.
Do you think he's trying to find a piano to baptize? 

We helped Danny paint a room in his house. Danny is trying to get all the papers from certain embassies in order to be able to get married to his fiancee so that he can get baptized. Such a lad! He is super into jui jitsu, and I talk to him about wrestling and stuff. Someone who actually understands! He is way good at jui jistu.

Elder Boswell and me, playing some bball.
Do you think he can ever find someone to cut his hair or am 
I going to have to go over there? 

A cat friend I found out contacting.
Is anyone surprised he has a cat friend? Or that he is looking to baptize pianos?

All the mickey D's that Elder Palmer and I ate because we were dying of hunger.
It maybe looks like E. Palmer is eating that good burger and you are having 8 dollar burgers? 

smoke pot. mmm. love!

It's a b-b-q joint, right? that came out wrong. It's an eating establishment?

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Old Jamaica ginger beer is the closest thing to Cock and Bull. Not quite as fiery, but it's alright. It'll do.

Watching the Superbowl?

If this is the most obedient mission in the world, I'm pretty disappointed in missionaries.

I know that obedience brings miracles. 

We baptize Shannon on the 25th of February, which I am so stoked for! She has also been talking about turning her papers in when she turns 19, which would be so slick! We also have the possible opportunity to baptize 3 Kurdish people, T, E, and R. We've got to make sure that there is no chance that they'll be deported back to Iraq or Iran, because they'll be crucified upside down for converting to Christianity, and then the people who baptized them would be in their sights as well, putting us in danger of being crucified too. Crazy stuff. I already know that 2 of them are safe. All we need to have in order to make sure that they're safe is a card from the border patrol that acknowledges their presence in England. T and E. All we need now is R's card. Here's the thing about Kurdish people, they are so faithful to whatever they believe. They make some of the greatest members of the church because they truly consecrate themselves and their resources to the Lord. I'm excited for them to be blessed with baptism and other ordinances.

 We had a zone meeting thing that wasn't necessarily a conference, but it was way sweet. One of the themes was "what would elder Calhoun do?" from The Best Two Years. I've never actually seen that movie, but we watched a couple scenes from it, and likened it unto ourselves. In the meantime, President Turvey took us for interviews one by one. I can tell that President is an inspired man. 

We're watching the superbowl at a members house right now, and I threw out some doctrine about how value is subjective, and that not everybody enjoys watching football, and all my flat mates thought I was insane for not thoroughly enjoying watching football. hahahahahaha their salty tears are tasty :P

 I am surprised that the Lord is even able to bring forth His work through them. Brother Peel said, "The work is done through you, sometimes despite you, but definitely with you." I can only imagine the frustration Heavenly Father experiences. Eh. I'll let it go. The only thing I can control are my actions, my words, my possibilities that I have created for myself and my life.

There is a missionary who has serious depression. She ran away from her companion who was so confused and upset, she went to a members house and called president, so Elder Stirling (one of the zone leaders) and I had the opportunity to go find her and pick her up. The sister with depression. turns out that this is a recurring thing, so she's going to go home. She only had 4 months left. Crazy stuff.

If I remember anything else, I'll try to let you know.

Love. Love is what I create for myself and my life. Love is what I choose to make present for others, whether or not they are able to feel it. 

Christ is love, Christ is life, Christ is Light.

How is your leg? pictures? Send me lots of pictures. And not just of your leg haha. That's weird hahahaha. Lemme know if you need me to respond to anything else that I've forgotten, like names to pictures and such. 

I love you guys. 

Let's Get Down to Business!

Finally out in the field: Been doing well so far. I'm becoming focused on my purpose here. Inviting others to come unto Christ through faith, repentance, and baptism. One of the things President Turvey really stresses is authentically teaching repentance. Which is, in a sense, what repentance is. Unbecoming what you've become so that the Lord can mold you into what you are supposed to be.

Gotta tell you about Shannon. Holy miracle, Mom. Met her on the bus, talked to her a little bit, gave her a card because we had to get off. Didn't write our number on it or anything. She ends up texting us easily an hour later, telling us that we gave her a good first impression of Mormons. Turned out that she referred herself online, wanting to know more, and that's how she got our number. Crazy! So we meet up with her, talk to her about the restoration and stuff. Give her a Book of Mormon. She's getting baptized in two weeks. Guess who she asked to baptize her?? Me!!

Last week: Donny Osmond stopped in for a quick hello because he heard I would be here. Ha! nah, turns out one of his sons served in an England mission and came to this MTC in Preston (Chorley). He spoke in sacrament meeting. It was a boss talk. Talked a little about "being a man." 

my notes from his talk: 

Every missionary has authority. An obedient missionary has power

Joy. Find joy in your work. Always remember to see the collateral beauty.

Elder packer: The trouble with you is that you want to see the end from the beginning 

You must learn to walk to the edge of the light, then step in the darkness, the light will appear

Dispute not because ye see not... 

Go forth with joy

Constantly ask for a renewal of your testimony. It is a fragile thing that must be constantly taken care of.

Selfie: Preston MTC Style

This is Gary, the Swan. His MTC stay was shorter than ours because he didn't have to learn the language. 

now Elder Beadle is just fan-girling it for his mom :)

Not sure who this gentleman is. An Elder practicing a discussion with his companions.

Elder Beadle

A little letter from Mom:

Dear Elder Beadle,

So many people have told me that they pray for you every day. Including grandmas and grandpas and MarDiene. We saw her last night. She's been praying for you for years and we know how that's turned out so... :) she's still praying for you. Also... there was a pretty girl who brought me two purple pens today at church because she knows you like purple pens. <3 <3

This Wednesday I have a Dr. appt. This will kind of let us know how things are going. Hopefully we've got some bone growth on my shin. Maybe you could say some specific prayers for that. Also, on the way home from dropping you at the airport, I got a wild hair, pulled over and called Weber State(I'M GOING TO COLLEGE!!!) . You should come to Weber State with me when you get home. I talked to Lauren tonight at Marilee's birthday party. She's helping me register. She's awesome that way. Now I just have to figure out how I'm going to pay for this. 

I'm so excited to hear about your week. Give me some details. Have you had a chance to go to the temple? Do you have everything you need? I sent a little box last week. But apparently I have to send another one soon because you left your CTR rings here. And ya know, the purple pens. 

Are you able to look at the blog? I am trying to keep it simple because it would be really awesome to document your whole mission. 

I love you so much. You are missed. Keep the faith, my Elder. 

Love, Mom >(:/:)<

A long letter from Wade(skip to the pictures if you want): 

yeah, let me know. I hope serving the Lord will help with your leg. that would be awesome. also, thank you so much for the prayers. they've been wonderful. i've felt them.

that's cool! maybe I will go to weber. dunno. hope they have a good music program or something. that would be awesome.

no chance to go to the Preston temple yet. it's being cleaned for the next two weeks. thankfully I'll have three weeks here in the MTC, so we will be able to go the last week. p-day is on Tuesday here in the Preston MTC.

some details: i'm district leader. I have one companion who can't stop flirting with the sisters for three minutes. I love my comp, and i realize that that's a story I've created. letting it go haha. my other companion is Elder Chand, from Fiji. it took him three days to get here with delays and such. it was crazy. got here all red eyed, hadn't slept much at all. i was able to give him a blessing just barely for his back because he hurt it during basketball. it was awesome.

being district leader, we've got some time to specifically speak to our districts. I shared that through the atonement, the Lord empties our lives, essentially helping us unbecome what we've become so that he can make us who we need to be n stuff. it was great. 

After the trip here, I was sick, feeling incredibly nauseated. debilitatingly so. the food didn't help either. it all felt fake. tasted fake. anyway, some of the elders who will be serving in Germany offered to give me a blessing. much needed. the sickness still lasted two more days, but drastically less intense. it's gone now. 

my class teachers are great. probably the greatest. I love them so much. their names are Brother Peel and Brother Webb.

i really do understand my comp's struggle with flirting. there is one sister in our district who is... wayyy attractive and wayyy spiritual. i'll probably marry her when i get off my mission. haha. crushin' on her a little bit, but that's NOT why I am here! i'm focused on giving the Lord all of my heart right now. 

we get to go to town today. and yeah, i'm buying toothpaste with fluoride in it... i know i know. but elmo just doesn't keep my breathe smelling or tasting nice at all... also suits here are supposedly really cheap. 30 pounds or something. don't know why. 

also, it's not cold here at all. what do you think? send you back one of my jackets? give it to another elder?

more later from Wade: Went to town today. bought stuff, went to kfc. love the elders here. I love my teachers. it's so foggy here, i love it. these pictures don't give it any justice. it was kind of cold. i needed a hat to keep my ears warm. though, to be fair, i will be traveling further north where it's colder. maybe i will wait until then to see if i should send my coat back. all the cars are so small. still getting used to the whole driving on the left thing. also, double decker busses just make sense. 

making friends here is pretty easy. everyone is nice. i'm missing my constant ability to practice piano. gotta make sure my companion wants to be there too. so i usually end up eating quickly and then just playing the piano in the cafeteria. 

We got a new MTC President. The transition isn't too bad. though i was really loving president Preston. good guy. i'm sure i'll love President Bunker, too.

anyway. if i think of anything else, I'll email you later today. when you're awake ;) how important is it that i keep everybody up to date? even though having the keyboard on my tablet makes emailing a ton easier, not really sure that emailing is going to be my favorite part of mission. what if you just take details from my email to you? and then put that in the blog? would that work?  i get the feeling that this is really mostly just between the Lord and me. people don't need to know, and when they need to know, i'll tell them. ya know? unless, of course, that since I created myself as "love" that means sharing of myself with other people. by emailing them.

love you, mom

response from Mom: I will put the important and interesting stuff on the blog. At least I hope it will be interesting. It is interesting to me.

My companions, Elder Chand and Elder Livingston

My district

He's really alive!!

Brother Peel's name tag, obviously

Lorinda's blog notes: I will try to get Wade to label his pictures. Those are awesome English street pix, but i wish I knew what they were. Do you think I should correct his capitalization? I often don't capitalize things as a style choice, but I plan on publishing this and if he's just being lazy... Also, what do you think of including my letters and news to Wade? Obviously I haven't included my whole letter, but I think some of it might be interesting for him later, looking back on his mission, what happened back home while he was serving. What are your thoughts? You can reply to this post or message me on FB or text my phone. Thanks for reading. I'm looking forward to documenting and sharing this experience. I kept up with Will's mission for almost 5 months. We'll see how this goes :)